Hello lovely ... my name is Vicky Welch and I am an English woman, born in 1990 and raised in the United Kingdom (North Tyneside to be exact).  

 

Very hard to sum up my whole journey and where to start but here it goes...

 

I came into a spiritual awakening in 2018, where I believe I was guided to an epiphany about how everything in life is energy...which took a long time to actually start to develop into a lifestyle change.​

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Up until 2020,I lived a very 'normal' life where rewarding yourself with self harm (dangerous amounts of alcohol and cocaine) is accepted, in order to fit into a systematic economy and civilization.

 

But I suffered with anxiety, which led to chronic stress during 2018... hence the breakdown which led to my 'awakening'.

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I had a deeper knowing and intuition that life should not be this way.

I realised the control we are under as a society and how a sick society is easier to control and manipulate.

 

I started to do some self research, which was actually during the lock downs of 2020, and some philosophical research, and turned to Holistic ways of 'healing' and knew that this was something that needs to be shared and spread.​

 

After deep enquiry and inner work, i come to the realisation that my behaviour and the way i think, had a lot to do with something called C-PTSD which stands for Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder.

This is an after effect of many traumatic events in my early life, which stay in the subconscious as wounds from the past, which then effected my every day behaviour, mood, sense of self and reactions to external things. Ways of self-sabotage, self-abandonment, self-harm & anxiety increased from teen years up to my 30's.

I didn't want to live so unconsciously any more and it felt liberating to understand I had a choice.

 

Our nervous systems can be dis-regulated and life can be overwhelming, or the opposite... numb. We can self-sabotage, people please, run away from responsibility, not be able to hold down meaningful relationships or become agoraphobic etc the list goes on. we tend to be a victim no matter what and 'seek' ways to affirm this as it becomes the substance of who we believe we are.

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And I say we, because this was definitely a state of dis-regulation I resembled for most of my life. I had issues with all of the above and more. Now, I'm still human and I'm still lost in moments of reactions from sub-conscious, but I'm aware and I no longer judge myself harshly, or try and fight who I am. I allow myself to feel as much as I can, and let energy move and transform instead of staying stuck and causing problems.

 

​Reading books like The Power of Now, watching Joe Dispenza and Alan Watts on Youtube, and joining Rev Brianna Lynn's liberation Mystery School have been profound educational experiences that have benefited my life massively, and resonated with who and what I really am underneath the labels given by myself and society.

 

​I had a rocky ride growing up, and some other life events with twists and turns, which I'm in the slow process of writing a book about, to share my mindset throughout life. I have always embodied a positive mindset and been an open minded, optimistic person, so the spiritual awakening was something which I feel had been within me my whole life. And I believe it is in all of us... our true nature, and this is why I feel my purpose is to guide others on their path to themselves and each other.

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My biggest and deepest wound is the mother wound, as my mother was addicted to alcohol and drugs such as amphetamine, cannabis, and the worst one in the end being heroin. I witnessed my mother live with depression and addiction, she tried to commit suicide more then 3 times and has several mental health diagnoses. I lived with my Grandma as a child but returned to my mother at 13 and was exposed to a lot of hardship and things I wont go in to. ?However my mother lives today, she became recreational drug free around 8 years ago... she still suffers lots of mental problems but she's still here and i feel grateful for her life. But it hurts me, that she never gets to live life to the fullest potential, she will never get to see what the world has to offer outside of that darkness because of her existing health issues. And this is the wind beneath my wings with this business.

 

​Now, I live a pretty free and soulful life, I socialise regularly without alcohol and substances, go to meaningful connection  events, spend time in nature, travel around and live in my camper van with no tie to a property, I travel to other countries often and I have the most amazing relationships with friends and family. Also, building a community and business to offer guidance and healing to people too so I can say my journey is currently bliss. Constantly being triggered, learning, doing inner work and growing in this school of life.​Hope to meet you soon...​​